Dear you.

assalamualaikum..

Bismillah ir-Rahman ir-Rahim
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Compassionate


sometimes I made same mistakes, same thing I did that hurts u.
I know I'm not understanding enough to understand u,to know every single things that u fell.
I have a 'liver'.. my liver near my heart..
my heart have to survive day by day to keep it beating so I can move on to live my life.
because, it start to beat slowly since u be so 'far away' from me.
I'm just a girl that trying to make u happy in every single second in my life.
I'm always trying so hard to be there everytime u needed as u always did.
I believe, true commitment takes effort and sacrifice.

I trust you!
my advise, wheresoever you go, go with all your heart.
I'll kept my loyalty for you.
I'm always pray that you had a very happy, awesome and joyful life.
I don't care if someday I'll die waiting as long as the person that I'm waiting is you.
I've to keep all the things that hurting me just because I want the relationships that we made will be longer than we expecting.
I don't want you to hate me because of my jealousy, stupidity, and immature things that I said or I act. Everytimes I'm lost and weird without you here.
I get jealous, I get mad, I get worried, I get curious, but that's only because I care.
If we want to build a lasting relationship, we have to change the word ME, become WE.
what I mean here is, we have to share.
don't let me ask, keep telling me everything.
I don't stop when I'm tired, I stop when I'm done.
I'm not tired for loving you.
I know, sad or happy in life is our decision.
but sometimes, I just want to disappear and see if you would miss me.
please don't trust the word 'I'm fine' from me.
I cant count how many times have I typed 'I'm fine' while crying
I'll never say goodbye cos I'm still want to try.
I wont give up cos I can still take it.
I like when you show that you care.
that's all I ever need from you.
and the most important things is, be careful of what you say cos i can remembers everything.
almost 5 years we were together, I'm happy with you..
I’m not too shy to show I love you, I got no regrets.

tq for everything dear..
for being my friend, my anemy also my brother :P
and for your patient with my childish behavior..sometimes my mindless behavior.. haha..

sincerely: Me