Monday, June 17, 2013

Dear you.


Bismillah ir-Rahman ir-Rahim
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Compassionate

sometimes I made same mistakes, same thing I did that hurts u.
I know I'm not understanding enough to understand u,to know every single things that u fell.
I have a 'liver'.. my liver near my heart..
my heart have to survive day by day to keep it beating so I can move on to live my life.
because, it start to beat slowly since u be so 'far away' from me.
I'm just a girl that trying to make u happy in every single second in my life.
I'm always trying so hard to be there everytime u needed as u always did.
I believe, true commitment takes effort and sacrifice.

I trust you!
my advise, wheresoever you go, go with all your heart.
I'll kept my loyalty for you.
I'm always pray that you had a very happy, awesome and joyful life.
I don't care if someday I'll die waiting as long as the person that I'm waiting is you.
I've to keep all the things that hurting me just because I want the relationships that we made will be longer than we expecting.
I don't want you to hate me because of my jealousy, stupidity, and immature things that I said or I act. Everytimes I'm lost and weird without you here.
I get jealous, I get mad, I get worried, I get curious, but that's only because I care.
If we want to build a lasting relationship, we have to change the word ME, become WE.
what I mean here is, we have to share.
don't let me ask, keep telling me everything.
I don't stop when I'm tired, I stop when I'm done.
I'm not tired for loving you.
I know, sad or happy in life is our decision.
but sometimes, I just want to disappear and see if you would miss me.
please don't trust the word 'I'm fine' from me.
I cant count how many times have I typed 'I'm fine' while crying
I'll never say goodbye cos I'm still want to try.
I wont give up cos I can still take it.
I like when you show that you care.
that's all I ever need from you.
and the most important things is, be careful of what you say cos i can remembers everything.
almost 5 years we were together, I'm happy with you..
I’m not too shy to show I love you, I got no regrets.

tq for everything dear..
for being my friend, my anemy also my brother :P
and for your patient with my childish behavior..
sometimes my mindless behavior.. haha..

sincerely: Me

Sunday, June 16, 2013

Terima kasih sayang


Bismillah ir-Rahman ir-Rahim
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Compassionate

 nothing to write actually, just another story to share..
my life so tough lately,, *ecehh*
I didn't get what I really really want..

bende yg aku nk tp xdpt nie sgt3 perlu tuk aku..
aku rse nk nges je xdpt..hmm..
aku cuba tuk mengintai hikmah diselindung kan Allah..
tp aku gagal.. aku sebolehnya xnk terima hakikat,.. (u_u)

hmm.. its ok lah.. aku dah blh trime ape aku dpt dgn redha,, no!
actually aku pasrah.. :(

aku buat entry nie khas untuk dua org makhluk ciptaan Allah yang sempurna dimata aku..
not just a friend, my sisters as well.. my family here..
mereka sgt3 . . .  . .. . . . I don't know how to describe..
baik kot, caring.. sgt memelihara kebajikan aku..*ok, ayt tu poyo* -.-
disaat aku tersgt memerlukan mereka... mereka ada.. :)
Alhamdullillah Ya Rabb, kirimkan mereka pada aku..

aku sgt ber TERIMA KASIH pada mereka...
aku xtahu nk ckp terima kasih mcm mana.. sbb stakat ckp mcm
mereka kesayangan aku..
Marina Mansor dan Syu Zukieyz

ok lah.. terima kasih ye sygs :*

selamat malam..