Nothing III.

assalamulaikum...

continued from entry Nothing and Nothing II...

28 March 2013

he was hospitalized AGAIN ! 

29 March 2013

he did the scope (name of the operation) at 3pm today till 5 something pm..

almost 3 hours operation same as before..

till now I din't receive any news bout him since last text from his mom around 6 pm said that he's still unconscious..
the most hard feeling that I've to bear now is, I can't see him..
no money, no transport, no time..

"Ya Allah, semoga Ahmad Danial cepat sembuh dan
 blh ambil paper final pertamanya pada 1hb April ini :'( "

 

aminnnn..

Nothing II

assalamualaikum...

continued from entry Nothing .......

today
27 March 2013

already 1 year and 19 days after his operation.
he said that his leg hurt again.
this is not the first time he feel that.
a few month ago, he's said his leg hurt cause too much walking..
this evening, dia pegi main futsal ! 
I always said not to play football ! Futsal or what so ever lah!
anything, anything about sport that him need to use his leg!

he's sooooo stubborn ...hmm..
I know I'm not his mom to scold him like a stupid innocently child.
he's know how important leg for him.. he need its !
why he's never think about it.. or its me that over think?

whatever..
I'm lose my control when on the phone with him..
too worried, too scared..too mad!
[what I feel actually]

"menyesal x pegi main futsal td?"

"nak main lg"

"tell ur mom or I'll tell her by myself"
that's what I said to him..
he's just said he regret and don't want to play it again..
he ask me not to mad at him..

"marah tanda sayang"

that all I want him to know.
I really really really hope that he can fully use his legs without had any side effects. 

Real Food Tech. (Food Chemistry)

assalamualaikum...

Bismillah ir-Rahman ir-Rahim
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Compassionate

Food Chemistry is one of the part in Food Technology course :)

what I learn??

chapter 1 : fats & oils
chapter 2: meat
chapter 3: eggs
chapter 4: milk
chapter 5 : non-enzymatic browning
chapter 6: fish
chapter 7: cereals & legumes
chapter 8: fruits & vegetables


haha.. food chem nie biase2 je.. xde la subjek yg suke gado ngn aku.
tp aku xnk baik sgt dgn dye.. mane tau final dye wat hal kan..
hmm. carry mark per 70.. mintak2 dpt 60 lbh..hikhok

aminnn...

this is what I learn..hehehehehe..sebelum pelik tgk nota aku.. aku nk gtau , aku mmg suke conteng nota dgn perkara yg xberfaedah..
lg2 klu ade gamba..haha.. *elakkan ngntk katanya*

haha.. best x ape aku blaja?? best kan~~~
k lah, miss asyikin beredar dlu yee :)
*berangan nk jd lecturer*

asslamualaikum

Nothing To Say

Assalamualaikum...

rindu blog tp sibuk dgn mcm2 bnde perlu diselesaikan sebelum final exam.. (sibuk la sgt) ..lol..

 

"Kebahagiaan adalah haruman yang tidak boleh kamu semburkan kpd org lain tanpa kamu sendiri mendapat beberapa titisan daripadanya" - Emerson
kbai..

Buat yang Peduli

assalamualaikum...

dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang~

lame x update blog.. walaupon xde sape pon yg kesah aku update ke x.. atau mungkin ade..

ntahla.. yang penting aku nk update jgk.. -.-
tajuk pon dah jelas... 'buat yang peduli' maksudnya..
kepada yg ambik kesah pasal hidup aku je yg akan bc..
of cos la.. pembaca blog aku ..huhu

sekarang dah bulan 3. March 2013.. 

aku dah nk dekat final exam, lg beberapa minggu je.. 29hb March paper pertama aku.. 

nah la jadual.. mls lak nk cte satu2..haahaa

29/3 food chemistry

3/4 food hygiene & legislation
5/4 food analysis
7/4 unit operation
9/4 food preservation
12/4 statistics for technology

study sgt perlu.. xnk pointer mcm sem lepas.. hancuss.. *alhamdulillah xde repeat* 

tp tetap nk improve kan jugak.. dekan mmg sentiasa dlm cita2.. xpenah xnk dekan =.=

lab report xpenah mengalah bg aku stress.. tp aku yg cipta stress tu sbenanye.. 

bertangguh. . . . ye, favourite perangai aku... ntah ble nk ubah..

selagi lab xhbes aku xkn penah tenang..

test tinggal yg ke 3untuk semua subjek.. means ade 6 test bakal menanti aku bln 3 nie..

wish me luck.. ayah, ibu.. doakan angah selalu.. :)

ayah ble tah nk keluar.. hari2 aku mcj ayh dgn harapan ayh ckp 'ayh dah blh keluar'

malangnya x.. :( :( :( 

ayh masuk hospital hari sabtu yg lalu.. 

paru2 masuk kuman :'( ..semoga ayh kuat mcm selalunya.

xpenah mengalah dlm kehidupan..

ibu pon kene kuat.. org tersyg sakit, xde sape yg xsedih.. angah paham.. 

tp angah tahu ibu xpenah tnjuk pon sedih tu..

ibu org yg paling terseksa ble ayh sakit..

ibu kne jge ank2..

kne buat semua bnde.. jge ayh kt hsptl lg... sabar ye ibu... :)

ok lah... kepada yg membaca entry nie.. doa kalian amatlah aku harapkan..

kepada yg syg aku, sungguhpon benci aku.. 

aku xksh.. aslkan korg doakan ayh aku keluar hsptl cpt.. dan sehat selalu..

xsbr nk hbes kan final.. nk duduk rumah cpt2.. tgk ayh ibu hari2 dpn mata..

aku xsedeh :') !! ! ! ! ! ! !

aku xnanges pon~

aku bahagia je sbb family, kwn2 (girlfren, classmate) sentiasa ade kt sisi.. 

Mr AA pon sama.. (lama xckp psl dye kt blog)

terima kasih semuanya... iloveyou all... :D


~Alhamdulillah For Everything~