Give up

assalamualaikum..

Bismillah ir-Rahman ir-Rahim

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Compassionate

astaghafirullahalazim..
bkn aku nk mengalah.. Allah x suke hambanya yang berputus asa..
ape yg membuat kan aku mcm nie ialah pilihan hidup yg kene buat dlm diri nie..
sebelum kite hadir kt dunia menjadi cahaya mata ibu ayah, kite dah diberi pilihan,
Allah dah tnye adakah kita dah sedia nak jadi khalifah kt bumi nie..
ini lah pilihan kita, sekarang di dlm perjalan menuju syurga hakiki, kita kini berada di persingahan yang fana.. ujian double triple, pilihan x pernah berhenti..  tapi iu yg menentukan sejaoh mana kekuatan iman kita.
tiap pagi, bangon kite dah diberi pilihan. nk bgon atau tidak.. itu pilihan...
nak teruskan hidup atau teros jd loser yg memiliki tahap pemalas melebihi KLCC tingginya.
malas berusaha, malas menerima dan malas memberi..
lailahaillahllah~

bukan mudah jadi aku. aku bukan nk bertindak tidak bersyukur, t
api ini cuma luahan rasa apa yang jiwa aku rasakan..
bila kita baik, org akan buli, bila kita jahat orang akan maki.
bila perempuan baik dgn semua lelaki org kata murah, ble terlalu menjaga org kata sombong,xreti bergaul. bila kita terlalu setia (dgr kata si dia dgn tanpa bantahan) org kata bodoh, bila kita melayan yg laen org akan kata jahat, xbaik n what so ever..
pilihan yg kita perlu buat, yg memaksa kita untuk pilih hanya satu sahaja..
hidup/mati, malas/rajin, berjaya/gagal.. semua kita tentukan, org sekeliling hanya tahu bercakap itu ini ttg hidup kita, tp kita yg menjalani dan mengalami nya.
mmg agak nonsense la kan nk satisfy satu dunia nie.
sampai satu tahap rasa mengalah tbe2 menyapa diri..
mula rasa worse sgt, fragile and fell like nothing. rasa mcm nk buat sesuka hati je dlm hidup nie..
act like idiot ,walk like monster, laugh like evil, and so on..
tapi kita ada agama, kita ada keluarga yang perlu kita pelihara kemuliaannya.

dunia bukan kita punya, pinjaman semata. lambat laun akan kita tinggalkan buat selamanya juga.
jaga diri jaga peribadi yang aku selalu pegangkan.
buat lah sesuatu yang memuaskan hati asalkan kita tak melibatkan org lain,
jgn cipta masalah, selesaikan msalah,
jangan terlalu menerima, sangat perlu untuk memberi juga.
hidup bermasyarakat, bukan dlm hutan ats pokok, tanpa sesiap melihat melainkan Allah.
apa yang dibuat akan dipandang, jgn salahkan org yg mengkritik,
mmg sifatnya manusia ada mulut ckp, ada mata tengok.
cuma, jgn biarkan mereka mendoakan yg buruk je untuk kita.
buatlah sesuatu yang boleh menutup punca org mengata bukan sesuatu yg membuka peluang mereka meneka, sesuatu yg xde ape2, tp mencurigakan tetap akan mendatangkan point mengumpat kepada mereka yang sgt 'prihatin' itu..
pandai2 lah nk hidup, ada org kata, biar nmpk jahat,tp baik,

tapi bg aku biar org nmpk kite mcm baik je walaupon hanya kite dan Allah je yg tahu bertapa setan tahap dewa nya jahat kita nie *astaghafirullahalazim*.
bersyukurlah sbb Allah masih menutup aib kita, hari2 menunggu kita bertaubat memohon ampunNya.
dosa bukan untuk dibanggakan, malulah..
rasa malu tu dah semakin menipis sekarang, dgn selamba kodok je ngaku tggl solat,
buat dosa itu ini. typical me.

kita xkn boleh jadi sesempurna umat.. mmg tidak la kan..
nasihat buat dri: buat lah apa yg dirasakan betol asalkan Allah diutamakan.

bukan selalu aku nk merepek, meleret pnjg2 nie, *eh, mcm slalu je...hik2*
segala yg ditulis hanyalah luahan perasaan seorg manusia yg lemah nie..
aku x libatkan sape2, jgn terasa jgn tersentap or tercuit sikit pon.. WARNING!
hanya pandangan dan coretan [eww, coretan] si pemalas, pengecut, dan sebagainya yg hampir menyerah kalah dimedan perang nya sendiri..

RANCANGAN kita boleh saja INDAH ...
Tapi perancangan ALLAH-lah yang TERINDAH ...

HIDUP kita mungkin baik-baik saja ...
Tapi hidup dengan aturan-Nya akan membuat hidup menjadi lebih SEMPURNA ...

maaf terkasar bahasa tersentap kata..
segala yg buruk dtg dr syaitonirrojim..
assalamualaikum,

Mimpi

assalamualaikum..

this was just a story, an amazing story..
takes your time to read it.. its worth it..


Once a man saw in his dream, that a lion was chasing him.

The man ran to a tree, climbed on to it and sat on a branch.

He looked down and saw that the lion was still there waiting for him.

The man then looked to his side where the branch he was sitting on was attached to the tree and saw that two rats were circling around and eating the branch. One rat was black and the other one was white.

The branch will fall on the ground very soon.

The man then looked below again with fear and discovered that a big black snake had come and settled directly under him.The snake opened its mouth right under the man so that he will fall into it.

The man then looked up to see if there was anything that he could hold on to.

He saw another branch with a honeycomb. Drops of honey were falling from it. The man wanted to taste one of the drops. So, he put his tongue out and tasted one of the falling drops of honey. The honey was amazing in taste. So, he wanted to taste another drop and then another and as a result, he got lost into the sweetness of the honey.

He forgot about the two rats eating his branch away, the lion on the ground and the snake that is sitting right under him. Suddenly when the branch broke he remembered all the dangers woke up from his sleep.

Since this was an unique dream, the man went to a pious scholar of Islam to know its meaning.

The scholar said "The lion you saw is your death.

It always chases you and goes where ever you go.

The two rats, one black and one white, are the night and the day.

Black one is the night and the white one is the day.

They circle around, coming one after another, to eat your time as they take you closer to death.

The big black snake with a dark mouth is your grave.

It's there, just waiting for you to fall into it.

The honeycomb is this world and the sweet drops of honey are the luxuries of this world.

We like to taste a little of the luxuries of this world and it's very sweet. Then we want to taste little more and then more.

Meanwhile, we get lost into it and we forget about our time, we forget about our death and we forget about our grave."

May Allah wake us up from the sleep and save us before it's too late. Ameen —

sumber: SINI

salam maulidurrasul

assalamualaikum...

Bismillah ir-Rahman ir-Rahim

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Compassionate

" biar susah asal bahagia, jangan senang tapi sengsara..
biar merindu asal x jemu, jangan cinta tapi terseksa..
biar berjauhan, tiada perbalahan, jangan disisi tapi xserasi "
*xde kene mngene dgn maulidurrasul -.-*

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engat lagi x lagu Hijjaz, Rasulluallah..
dulu masa skola slalu dgr ...
mari hayati liriknya.. :)
[aku tau semua orang tau lgu nie..slalu budak nasyid yg bajet ensem kt skola bawak lagu nie]



Rasulullah dalam mengenangmu
Kami susuli lembaran sirahmu
Pahit getir pengorbananmu
Membawa cahaya kebenaran

Engkau taburkan pengorbananmu
Untuk umatmu yang tercinta
Biar terpaksa tempuh derita
Cekalnya hatimu menempuh ranjaunya

Tak terjangkau tinggi pekertimu
Tidak tergambar indahnya akhlakmu
Tidak terbalas segala jasamu
Sesungguhnya engkau rasul mulia
Tabahnya hatimu menempuh dugaan
Mengajar erti kesabaran
Menjulang panji kemenangan
Terukir namamu di dalam Al-Quran

Rasulullah kami umatmu
Walau tak pernah melihat wajahmu
Kami cuba mengingatimu
Dan kami cuba mengamal sunnahmu

Kami sambung perjuanganmu
Walau kita tak pernah bersua
Tapi kami tak pernah kecewa
Allah dan rasul sebagai pembela


salam sayang dr aku untuk kalian..
salam maulidurrasul dan selamat menyambut thaipusam kpd yg sambut :D
assalamualaikum..

Loving him

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street
Faster than the wind
Passionate as sin, ended so suddenly..

Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there’s no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
But moving on from him is impossible <3

credit to: Taylor swift ..red

kesedaran

assalamualaikum...

AWAKEN

We were given so many prizes
We changed the desert into oasis
We built buildings in different length and sizes
And we felt so very satisfied
We bought and bought
we couldn’t stop buying

We gave charity to the poor cause we couldn’t stand their crying
We thought we paid our dues but in fact
To ourselves we’re just lying

I’m walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I’m walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it’s easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves
I’m walking with my head lowered in shame from my place

I’m walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it’s easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves
We were told what to buy and we’d bought
We went to London, Paris and Costa del Sol
We made show we were seen in the most exclusive shops

Yes we felt so very satisfied
We felt our money gave us infinite power
We forgot to teach our children about history and honor
We didn’t have anytime to lose…when we were(were)

So busy feeling so satisfied
I’m walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I’m walking with my head from my race
Yes it’s easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves
We became the visuals without a soul
despite the heat

Our homes felt so empty and cold
To fill the emptiness we bought and bought
Maybe all the fancy cars and bling will make us satisfied
My dear brother and sister it’s time to change inside
Open your eyes…Don’t throw away what’s right aside
Before the day comes when there’s nowhere to run and hide
Now ask yourself…cause Allah’s watching you
Is he satisfied?…Is Allah satisfied?

I’m walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I’m walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it’s easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves


credit to : Maher Zain

25 Rules of being close to Allah SWT

assalamualaikum..

1.  Start off each day with 'adhkaar al-istiyqaadh' (waking up Supplications), thanking Allah for waking up in good shape.

 2.  Put Allah first in your life.

 3.  Broaden your horizons - learn 5 new verses from the Quran every day, travel to pray far in the mosque to brighten your day,take up a booklet having supplications and read them.

 4.  Pray Salaat Al-dhuhaa (after sunrise).

 5.  If someone says something mean  ;to you, just shrug it off and dismiss it in a friendly, laid back manner, and pray that Allah shall forgive them.

 6.  When you get angry, remember Allah, and how short and worthless life is to waste in being Angry.

 7.  Remember that you can never have too many friends, but you can have few quality friends that help you fulfill the purpose of your creation (i.e. live for Allah).

 8.  When you're happy, try to share your happiness with others. Thank Allah for that, and pray its continuation.

 9.  When something bad or embarrassing happens to you, just think that it could always be worse, remember the reward of patience,and thank Allah that it's not worse than it is.

 10. Do something extra of goodness once in a while, like feeding a poor person, or caressing an orphan's head.

 11. Never stop believing that you can win Allah's love and thus work For it. Then you can win the love of Allah's slaves.

 12. Spend some time thinking of Allah's amazing creation.

 13. Always love those who love Allah unconditionally. This way you will ensure that you live for Him, love for Him, and hate for Him(those who are enemies of Him).

 14. Find the righteous ways to express yourself, and if you think that what you are about to say shall cause no benefit, maintain silence (this is tough!!).

 15. Every now and then, give yourself a break. Play sports, give time to your family, friends, but always remember Allah and watch that He is watching you.

 16. Pray for blessing to come to those being lost, and pray to Allah to guide them to the right path.

 17. Hug your parents, kiss their hands and heads and always obey but stop at Allah's disorders.

 18. Smile to everyone, for your smile makes a big difference to him or her and you are rewarded.

 19. Forgive, forget and smile.

 20. Tears are not for women only... tears are for all human beings with feelings remaining in them. Don't restrain your tears when remembering Allah.

 21. When people criticize your actions and effort, revise your actions and see if they please Allah or no. If they do; then ignore and remember how the Prophet (SAW) and the Sahaba were criticized, made fun of and even physically harmed, so have patience.

 22. Read the Quran daily and try to have a schedule for completing it as much as you could. As you open the Quran daily, read with observing not just passing your eyes through the words.

 23. Don't let popularity go to your head, for it never lasts and you may lose from it more than gain.

 24. Never look down on anybody, for, to Allah, they may be better than you.

 25. Send this to all brothers with the intention of having a healthy society living for Allah and pray.

#buatdiriku
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I am FINE.

assalamualaikum..

2012

assalamualaikum..

alhamdulillahhirabbilalamin..
segala puji bg Allah SWT, tuhan sekalian alam..
salam keatas junjungan mulia Nabi Muhammmad SAW
serta kaum keluarga dan sahabat baginda..

tiada tuhan yang disembah selain Allah,
Nabi Muhammad pesuruh Allah..
masih lagi bernyawa dan menghembus nafas Islam dalam diri ini..
Islam masih agama, Malaysia masih negara..
Syaidatul Nur Asyikin Yaacob masih namaku..
permpuan masih jantina..haha.. [mengong]

untuk beberapa kurun lagi..[10 feb 2013]
genaplah umur aku mencecah 20 thn..
xde ape pon..its just a NUMBER..
ya, i know that.. sje je nk batak sket dgn 20 thn..
tahun 2013.. tahun yang xcntik nombor nye..haha..
[aku xsuke no 3]

kenapa tahun baru kne ada azam??
aku xpenah ada.. ok, loser sgt ke aku ni?
bg aku aku bukan seorg yg sgt mengikuti apa yang aku ckpkn..
even klu aku buat jadual harian pon mmg haremm la aku nk ikot..
ape tah lg azam.. err, baek xyah kot..
buat je ape2 aku nk..haha
just follow the flows..
but at the same time, try to be better than before..
itu prinsip aku...

contoh azam..

mcm mat jenin, aku pon ada angan2.. [se loser2 mat jenin pon ada angan2]

aku pon nak jugak..

angan2 aku adalah untuk menjadikan hari jadi aku yg ke 20 nie sangattttt special..

ceit, poyo je.. ntah ape la mksd special tu.. aku pon xtahu..haha

seperti yg aku ckp td, kalau aku punya angan2 nie mcm mat jenin jugak[xtercapai]

aku x kesah.. xde rse down sgt pon mcm mat jenin.. aku rghedoo dan pasgrah jeee..

[cukup2 la pasal mat jenin]

hmm..thats all maybe,,

tahun 2012 mmg sgt sungguh amt bnyk kenangan yang xkn never ever ever aku lupakan..

[kecuali aku nyanyuk/hilang ingatan]

btw.. happy birthday to my beloved ayah!!

28 dec 2012 yang lalu..genaplah umur beliau 54 thn.. <3

semoga sentiasa jadi ayah yang awesome!!

dpt gak aku update blog setelah lama merindui utk berbuat demikian..